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Really damn hard to stay sober
Shame loves a gamblin in
In rolls you around and it
Never leaves town and it
Never allows you to win
Really damn hard to stay sober
Run right plum out of your pride
Left with the fear that a
“Just one last” beer took the
Final old holy inside
You try and you try to get better inside and let
Paintings of grace out your throat
But every damn song sounds so
Terribly wrong and you
Feel it in every damn note
So I’m sorry god
I ain't listening
I’ve got too much left to atone
I’ll send you down
This old spirit when
Finally I’ve finished my song
Really damn hard to stand upward
Chaining yourself to the floor
Tearing at bindings that
Leave you half-blinded and
Trap you behind this damn door
Really damn hard to stand upward
Falling is all you have known
Laying in bed and pre
Tending at dead with a
Bottle broke over your phone
You try and you try to get better inside and let
Paintings of grace out your throat
But every damn song sounds so
Terribly wrong and you
Feel it in every damn note
So I’m sorry god
I ain't listening
I’ve got too much left to atone
I’ll send you down
This old spirit when
Finally I’ve finished my song
Really damn hard to be quiet
Silence knows all the bad names
Prods you awake and pro
Cedes to partake in an
Auction of remaindered pain
Really damn hard to be quiet
Quietly you want to go
Leave it behind with your
Melting old mind let the
Choir conclude the damn show
You've tried and you've tried to get better inside and let
Paintings of grace out your throat
But every damn song sounds so
Terribly wrong and you've
Felt it in every damn note
So I’m sorry god
I ain't listening
I’ve got too much left to atone
I’ll send you down
This old spirit when
Finally I’ve finished my song
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Exile of Eden
03:59
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Oh my god I’m so alone
I’m so alone I can hear my heart a’ beatin’
Oh my god this telephone
This telephone is as silent as an empty theatre
I have fallen in to this river
I have fallen in to this river
I have fallen in to this river don’t you
Let me drown
Oh my god I’ve seen the end of Eden
I didn’t eat the fruit, I just fell off
Oh I know that this fall it just might
Kill me so
Toss me down a needle with some
Clothing I can keep so I can
Start to stem the bleeding ‘for I
Sink too deep
Oh my god I’m so alone
I’m so alone I can hear my heart a’ beatin’
Oh my god this telephone
This telephone is as silent as an empty theatre
I have fallen in to this river
I have fallen in to this river
I have fallen in to this river don’t you
Let me drown
Oh my god my eyes have filled with water
Spitting out my teeth to try to breathe
Oh I know that my head is staying
Under now so
Send me down a letter from some
Friend up there in heaven so I can
Feel a little better ‘for the
Bitter end
Oh my god I’m so alone
I’m so alone I can hear my heart a’ beatin’
Oh my god this telephone
This telephone is as silent as an empty theatre
I have fallen in to this river
I have fallen in to this river
I have fallen in to this river don’t you
Let me drown
Oh I know
I ain’t going
Back home
Again now
So just tell
My friends
That I’m sorry and I miss them
Oh my god I’m so alone
I’m so alone I can hear my heart a’ beatin’
Oh my god this telephone
This telephone is as silent as an empty theatre
I have fallen in to this river
I have fallen in to this river
I have fallen in to this river don’t you
Let me drown
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Friend of Solitude
04:02
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Clouds are dripping with the dregs of dawn
To wash away the rest of fall
A gentle tune is
Coming soon from the
Creaks across the hall
Tin roof weeping in the winter wind
Rain is rusting at its cheek
Your day to day
Awash in grey
Solitude has come to claim it’s week
But if you’re gentle to its suffering
If you are kind to what it knows
A friend of solitudes may find you
Give you a name, hold you close
Staring blankly at your empty canvas
Trying to catch the song of rain
But it slips away and
Starts to fade from the
Paper before long
But you are kind, gentle, and patient
And you know the shape of names
You sit and stare and you
Lay it bare, let the
Water work a channel through the clay
So if you’re gentle to its suffering
And if you’re kind to what it knows
A friend of solitude may find you
Whisper a name and hold you close
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I don't feel like going out I
Ain't got much to sing about these days
I don't feel like going out I
Can not block this ringing loud malaise
I was never happy oh but
Now I’m perpetually depressed
Celibate and sober with my
Soul inside its tidy Sunday best
With a little vest on
I shower so regularly now
I shower so regularly now
I don't know how Jesus did it
Martyrdom is treating me like dirt
I don't know how Jesus did it
I don't even seem to feel hurt
Shove a couple nails through my
Eyes I’d like to cry a little now
Just to feel something but the
Suspicion of something in the ground
Like a little brown seed
I shower so regularly now
I shower so regularly now
Nothing ever changes in the
Tepid wary lighting of my home
Nothing ever changes in the
Tepid wary lighting of my home
Nothing ever changes in the
Tepid wary lighting of my home
I shower so regularly now
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Fruit of the Tree
03:09
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I am the willow
Eat of my bark
Let me protect you
At least in part
For I am the willow
But also the wind
Freezing and bitter
Tearing at skin
Let me be sober
Just for a day
Let me be happy
Try anyway
Let me be sober
Just for a week
Take me as worthy
Fruit of the tree
I am the willow
Crooked and tall
Bent by the wicked
Westerly squall
For I am the willow
But also the wind
That which will harm you
Where it has been
Let me be sober
Just for a day
Let me be happy
Try anyway
Let me be sober
Just for a week
Take me as worthy
Fruit of the tree
I am the willow
Breaking apart
Take what is needed but
Burn out my heart
For I am the willow
Sick of the wind
Tear off my branches
Feast of my skin
Let me be sober
Just for a day
Let me be happy
Try anyway
Let me be sober
Just for a week
Take me as worthy
Fruit of the tree
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